true_silence

true_silence @ 2006-04-14T19:05:00

2006-04-15T00:09:37Z

Taken a picture naked? NO
Made out with a member of the same sex? NO
Danced in front of your mirror? YES
Told a lie? YES
Gotten in a car with people you just met? YES
Been in a fist fight? NO
Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? YES
Been arrested? NO
Ditched school to do something more fun? NO
Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? YES
Seen someone die? NO
Kissed a picture? YES
Slept in until 3? YES
Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? YES
Played dress up? YES
Fallen asleep at work/school? NO
Felt an earthquake? NO
Touched a snake? YES
Ran a red light? YES
Been in a car accident? NO
Pole danced? NO
Been lost? YES
Sang karaoke? NO
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? YES
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? YES
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? YES
Kissed in the rain? YES
Sang in the shower? YES
Got your tongue stuck to a pole? NO
Ever gone to school partially naked? NO
Sat on a roof top? YES
Played chicken? YES
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? NO
Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? YES
Broken a bone? NO
Mooned/flashed someone? NO
Forgotten someone's name? YES
Slept naked? YES
Blacked out from drinking? NO
Played a prank on someone? YES
Felt like killing someone? YES
Made a parent cry? NO
Cried over someone? YES
Had sex more than 5 times in one day? NO
Had/Have a dog? YES
Been in a band? YES
Drank 25 sodas in a day? NO
Shot a gun? NO

true_silence @ 2006-03-02T19:37:00

2006-03-03T01:38:35Z

You're Brazil!

You're athletic, charming, and probably a good dancer.
Unfortunately, you don't really mind chopping down the rain forest, and you probably
consider homeless people expendable in certain circumstances. Of course, your
personality is so diverse that it's hard to track down exactly what you're like. You
definitely like Pele, the World Cup, and shouting "gooooal" at the
top of your lungs.

Take the Country Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid

true_silence @ 2006-02-05T20:22:00

2006-02-06T02:22:30Z

I'm Patti!

Seventh-grader Patti Mayonnaise is amazing. She's sensitive, she's a gifted gourmet, she can hit the long ball on the softball field and she has a Southern accent that could melt butter--not to mention Doug's heart. Is there anything Patti can't do? Well, she doesn't like to lose and she has pretty high standards. But Patti is one of the people who make Doug's life worth living. They're close friends--not as close as Doug would like, but that's ok, for now. (Bio borrowed from Bluffington)

Which character from Nickelodeon's Doug are you?

Take Other Caffeine Nebula Quizzes

true_silence @ 2006-01-13T16:29:00

2006-01-13T22:29:51Z

I'm Topanga Lawrence!

Played by Danielle Fishel, you're the gorgeous, loving, jealous and environmentally aware Topanga Lawrence.

Which Boy Meets World character are you?

Take Other Caffeine Nebula Quizzes

true_silence @ 2005-12-29T12:12:00

2005-12-29T23:22:56Z

I decided to update. That's always fun. Ha.

I love break. It gives you time to do what you feel like you haven't done in soooo long! I still have to go ice skating though. And sledding, again. Haha.

Everyday until the 26th I hung out with T-ray. It was nice. My friends and him had perfect timing this year. Well, with the exception of Kate who has practically been gone my whole life over break! BUT SHE'S COMING BACK! Just in time for our little New Year's Eve bash that always takes place. Trey was here until Christmas, and Kerstin got back the day after Christmas, and I didn't see Britta until two days after Christmas...so it's all good! Haha.

I love working out. It's like my ultimate high on life.

We went in Britta's hot tub yesterday and it was so yummy! I love hot tubs. I really wish I had one.

Tonight I'm seeing Memoirs of A Geisha...I'm excited. Hopefully this one will be good. I saw Family Stone the other night and I thought it was horrible. It could have been such a cute movie but they made it SO weird and messed up! Anyways, I'm going to go eat so ya'll have a great break!

<3 Karim Abdul

"And a tight shirt from abercrombie"

2005-12-19T00:08:59Z

This weekend was so much fun! Sledding...hell yeah! Hot chocolate? Of course! Yum!

The concert was fun...and flew by like crazy. I love how we made a quick run to Dairy Queen between intermission and when A'cappella sang. I guess we just rock like that.

*Most awkward moment at the concert*
When the lift was going up for A'cappella and right when my head got high enough to see the crowd..theres Wayne, like a foot away from me, awkwardly sitting there. It was so funny!

I'm going to have to say I definitely adore my friends. They are just so cute!

I'm pretty much done Christmas shopping. I spent way too much on Trey, and he's probably going to get mad at me. But, half the stuff I got him I want...so I'll just say we're sharing it.

*Favorite new quote*
Trey: "Anything that's mine is Ayesha's too. Oh, and Kerstin and Britta's because they are in this relationship too."

LOVE DIAMOND!! WOOO!!

I wish I didn't ever have to be a senior. I just know that next I'll spend every moment going "Oh, this is the last time I'll be doing this" and I don't want that!

Today at church I had to help out with the Kid's Christmas service thing and it was so funny because they were doing The 12 Days of Christmas and I kept thinking about Blake and Trey's version of it. Those two just make me giggle! Haha.

I wish Trey wasn't going back to Indiana for break. He's always gone on break and it's poopy. But, at least that means more girly time and SATC!

I'm excited for the Holiday assembly! I hate how we only have assemblies in like the very beginning of the year. They start to get very spread out and scarce after that. Hmm? But, I'm out. I got a voice lesson with TTG!

Paayyyce!
Karim Abdul

AND ALL FLLLESSSHHH SHALL SEEEEE IITTTT!!!

2005-12-02T05:38:17Z

I just REALLY don't feel like going to bed right now. All I know is that when I wake up early in the morning to go to that Messiah Rehearsal I'll be pissed at myself for not sleeping.

I finished pretty much all of my Anatomy. All I have to do not is cut out the stuff and glue it on paper...I'm hoping he'll give us time to do that tomorrow?

Sweetheart. Weird. I think it's funny that it's finally our turn to go now. It reminds me of when we were in middle school and the school would have dances only for the 7th and 8th graders...and we couldn't wait to go to THOSE.

I went to Trey's hockey game with Maryam and met up with Anna there. She is the cutest and nicest thing on the face of this earth. I absolutely adore her. She knew nothing about hockey, and after being with Kerstin and her family for so many years I was absolutely astonished...but it was freakin hilarious.

Leaving for Eastview in: One week.
Scared/Nervous/Excited...? I THINK SO!
I hope we do well. If we kick ass I will be so flippin happy.

I have no idea what I'm doing this weekend. I don't think Trey and I can hang out though...which makes me sad. I'm really not sure what's going on. Hopefully he can come over after my family goes out to eat with my relative who is visiting. Then he can meet another one! Haha. It's weird, he'll be in Canada this weekend.

I wish terrible things didn't happen to good people. It's unfair. I just wish life was drama-free and everybody was just kind of in their own little world. At the same time some people are so mean to others it's just crazy.

My toes have been freezing like crazy today. I can't wait to sleep this weekend. Except I have to get up early on Saturday for the talent show rehearsal.

BY THE WAY...everyone should go to the talent show! ESPECIALLY on Wednesday!

Alright, well I'm out.
Ciao darlings!

true_silence @ 2005-11-25T00:35:00

2005-11-25T06:45:23Z

I love spending time with him. Especially when I feel like I never get to. We just aren't like other couples who seem to spend every day with each other...because we can't. In my opinion, I think it's a good thing.

I love that he can get along with my family...especially when they are people he never sees.

I love that he lets me make all the decisions...but if I can't, he does so I don't have to.

I love how he gets along with my friends, and I never have to worry about them getting "too close".

I love how he talks about saving up money to buy me a huge present in five years to come because he thinks we'll still be together.

I love how he doesn't judge me. I can say what I feel, and he is ok with it.

I love how he never gets mad at me...only frustrated.

I love how he says "Hey gorgeous" when he answers the phone and knows it's me.

I love how he's willing to help me when I'm struggling to understand something when he gets it right away, and is still patient.

I love how even though he can't function on zero sleep, he still wants to take me up to 5 AM thanksgiving sales, even though later I decide I don't want to go.

I love him. I absolutely adore him. If anything else besides all of the other obvious things I'm thankful for, this is something I am truly grateful to have. Every single second of my life spent with him so far has been worth it.

I love life right now.

Happy Thanksgiving!

Socorro!!

2005-11-20T23:40:43Z

Does anybody have any good songs that I should download? I need some new music.

Thanks!

Karim Abdul

true_silence @ 2005-11-16T21:49:00

2005-11-17T04:01:58Z

I want to be a dancer when I grow up.

I also want to be a lawyer when I grow up.

A lawyer is a more practical job, however. Too bad I can't dance for the jury and judge and win cases that way. If I could, I'd win every damn case I ever got homie! Ok, I'm totally kidding. Forgive me for being a spaz.

I'm really excited for the parade on Friday. We get to dance instead of pom! That makes me excited because I'm definitely a bad "pommer". And afterwards I'm hanging out with my lil' sis McNilty! BRRRRIITTTOOO is going to Brazil!! I'm so jealous. I wish I could have gotten her a little go away gift...like a new Cosmo or something. I'm sure she has the newest one though.

Ok...TOTAL RANDOM FLASHBACK.

I remember when I was younger and my parents made me take swimming classes at UMD (which definitely didn't help by the way...worst swimmer EVER!) and every day I had to go I just absolutely dreaded it...but ended up having fun while I was there. Trey is a bad swimmer too. That makes me happy...thank god I'm not dating a little competitive swimmer who would laugh at me while I drown in the shallow end. Which leads to the reason I skip pool practice for track whenever we have it and just go run on my own. Tehehe. This story has no purpose.

Wow. I definitely don't want to wake up early to go to sectionals tomorrow. I can't focus that early in the morning. GOD DAMN! I think I'm going to toodle-loo my little way off to bed though...so tah-tah!

Karim Abdul

P.S. Mr. Nygaard wants my dad to speak to the class about Bangladesh and the Middle East...what do I do!??! Is that so awkward or not?

Will he say "You steal my nuts and feed them to the squirrels!" again?? HAHAHA. Oh Raja. What a doll.

WHOO!

2005-11-16T01:44:26Z

I should totally be doing my homework right now but I saw this on Gia's thing and I haven't done a survey FOREVER!! Yay!!

-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-

[what do you notice first?]: Hair
[last person u slow danced with]: Trey

-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-

[fallen for your best friend]: Yes, that one didn't quite work out I must say. I like the whole "I'm gonna get to know them WHILE we're going out" concept better...

-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-

[you talked to on the phone]: Probably Kerstin?

[hugged]: Treysopher

[you instant messaged]: Colin...he's the only one who ever IM's me..haha.

[you laughed with]: Meir-bear!

-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-

[what's your favorite food?]: Chicken Fetticcini Alfredo from Old Chicago

[whats ur favorite fruit?]: Strawberries

[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: Emotional :-(

[trust others way too easily?]: Omg no! Everyone in the world sucks. Well, practically. Ha.

-N U M B E R-

[of times i have had my heart broken? ]: Once

[of hearts i have broken?] : A lot? I don't know. They recovered and are fine...so who cares lol.

[of boys i have kissed?] : 5, maybe?

[of girls i have kissed?] : Too many to count! Haha j/k. Actually a lot though. AND NO I AM NO A LESBIAN.

[of drugs taken illegally?] : None. Zip. Notta!

[of tight friends?] : Tight as in...close? If that then...4.

[of scars on my body?] : A lot. All over my knees and I have a bunch from the chicken pox.

[of things in my past that i regret?] : Hmm...nothing. Life rules. Haha.

-O.T.H.E.R.T.H.I.N.G.S.-

[i know]: It takes me a long time to learn and understand things.

[i want]: an IPod.

[i have]: Sore muscles.

[i wish]: People weren't fake ALL the time and just told it like it was.

[i hate]: When people are too emotional.

[i miss]: My Dance Olympus VIP's.

[i fear]: Not being able to pay for college.

[i love]: Being with Trey.

[i care]: about my friends.

[i always]: watch people and the way they act.

[i dance]: TOO MUCH.

[i do not always]: say nice things.

[i confuse]: Myself!

[i can usually be found]: uhh...?

[have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing]: NO! Tehehehe

[if so, when and with who]: Who do you think!?

[favorite place to be kissed?]: Right above my eyelids and on my neck. And obviously my lips.

[have you ever been caught "doing something"]: Yes.

[shy]: Nope

[talkative]: Yeah.

[adventurous]: Not really.

[intelligent]: In some ways.

-Self-Analysis.You.Probably.Don't.Want.To.Do-

[your best feature (personality)]: I don't know. The things I like about myself others don't I would assume.

[your biggest flaw (personality)]: I get jealous. OH NO!

[describe your personality in one word]: Compassionate

[the physical feature for which you are most often complimented]: Not telling. It's private!

[person you regret sleeping with]: I have yet to sleep with anybody THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

[height]: 5'5"

[a smell that makes you smile]: Trey's house.

[a city you'd like to visit]: I want to go to Las Vegas again. It's like the coolest place in the world.

[a drink you order most often]: Shirley Temple, or a "Nada" Colada

[a delicious dessert]: Cheesecake!

[a book you highly recommend]: Of course...anything by Nicholas Sparks because he is THE GREATEST.

[the music you prefer while alone]: Choral Music, or stuff with a lot of Piano in it.

[a film you could watch over and over]: Anything that's Disney.

[a TV show you watch regularly]: Reunion, OC, Desperate Housewives, and Grey's Anatomy.

[your transportation]: Whatever I can drive. Or my legs...that always works too.

[something important on your night table]: My alarm clock...it wakes me up and keeps me punctual. Or my picture of Trey and I :-)

Do ya sleep all day...baby baby...!!

2005-10-24T00:56:11Z

This weekend I was totally messed up because of the whole 3-day thing. I kept on forgetting the plans and things I had to go to and then right before I was supposed to be there I would remember...and luckily I was still on time.

On Thursday we had a girls night...so we drove to Superior and ate at Jimmy John's (best subs EVER!). It was much needed. Since Britta had a violin lesson out there we met her at Jimmy John's...except she got there before us. On the way back Kate rode with me and we kept making wrong turns and it was just bad! I'm not so hot at Superior driving...but I'm getting better.

We went back to my house and watched SATC. Of course. I dolled up Britta and we tried to figure out Harvest Ball hair for her. We're losers...I know. I have to admit, I like it that way.

Friday I had choreography for a few hours and then voice. I hung out with T-ray Friday and Saturday and we had pizza at his house on Friday and on Saturday I went over there at like 4:00 and he was watching some Brad Pitt movie and it lasted forever!! Then we went and ate McDonalds and grabbed some Ben and Jerry's and rented BATMAN BEGINS!! It was really good. Batman is a big scary guy.

I finally bought my Harvest Ball dress and my shoes. I'm excited. I'm going to go eat some more food and watch my Sunday night TV!

Desperate Housewives...

Grey's Anatomy...

YES PLEASE!!

Tood-a-loo!!
Karim Abdul

true_silence @ 2005-10-03T22:53:00

2005-10-04T03:57:25Z

ATTENTION EVERYBODY!!!

ANYBODY WHO WANTS TO TAKE THE DANCELINE CLINIC COME SEE ME!!

If you have little siblings...ask them!! PLEASE! The danceline is poor!!

There is going to be highschool hip-hop!! WE ALL KNOW THAT IS A BLAST!!!

YOU SHOULD COME! EVERYBODY IS DOING IT! YEAAAHHH!!!

The hamburger I'm eating is too big.

2005-10-02T22:08:19Z

I can't believe it's already October! Hey...at least I can say "I'm so sick of school" now without feeling guilty because we've KIND OF had almost a month of it!

I'm glad I'm done with that Anatomy Chapter assignment. I'm supposed to be reading International Studies right now...but honestly, I can't focus. So, why the hell would I waste an hour of sitting there with a book on my lap when all I would have to do is read it all over again because I couldn't concentrate enough on it to remember?

We have a break for danceline in like...2 weeks! The fall season went by so fast it's SO freaking weird! I AM SO EXCITED FOR COMPETITION SEASON!! I don't know what to do about which dance to choreograph...HELP!

OMG!! I just realized! The Christmas city of the north Parade is coming up!! Meaning...Christmas is coming soon!

Umm...yeah, after Halloween, and Thanksgiving...

BUT STILL! IT'S COMING!

I don't know why I get so excited for it..it's not like my family does anything fun. I decorate the tree by myself and usually Maryam and I get stuck making the dinner...OH YEAH...and my dad almost died last Christmas BEFORE he had to leave for Bangladesh...hmm. It's a good thing Christmas is always a good time? But, things always turn out ok. I just love the lights and decorations and it makes me happy.

Anyways, I'm out. I hope you all had a marvelous weekend!
Mucho Amor
Karim Abdul

WHAT?!! SANDSTORM? ARE YOU KIDDING!?!?!

2005-09-25T20:57:30Z

Can I just say...

YAY FOR FUN AND EXCITING WEEK/WEEKENDS!

So...as usual, the soccer/danceline potluck was a blast. Trey and I showed everyone how we can bust a move to techno music...don't lie, you all know you liked it. So...basically everyone thinks we are crazily insane now haha. I took lots of funny pictures and I'm excited to get them developed. We tried to have the boys play "Ships and Sailors" with us...(for those of you don't know it's like an all time danceline favorite!) and they thought it was stupid so they stopped playing after like five minutes, haha.

The sleepover was so fun!! We all stayed up till like 5 in the morning and then realized we probably needed to sleep. But I left at like 7, and went to Walgreens to get my Secret Stepper gift and then I went to sleep afterwards and slept till like 1:00 and then got ready and went to the game, which as usual...we looked really stupid on Homecoming because honestly, I don't think we will ever look good on Homecoming!

I just love homecoming week. There is so much fun stuff to do! But I am kind of glad that it's going to be a little bit more relaxed now, and I can actually wear what I want to now haha. But, I'm going to go study some more for that awesome Anatomy test tomorrow! YAY!

Toodles!
Karim Abdul

true_silence @ 2005-09-11T22:40:00

2005-09-12T03:47:23Z

This weekend was fun!

I got decked out for the football game...thank god we won. I went to Jakes with Podge, Will, Ben, and Trey beforehand. If we would have lost to Central again like last year, I think I would have jumped off the fence and attacked every single one of the football players. Yay for winning! WHOOO HOOO!!

So tomorrow is Trey and I's two year anniversary. Scary, huh? We are definitely getting old! Haha so on Saturday we decided to celebrate early because we both couldn't Monday and we decided to go to Olive Garden. Typical, I know. So, when I called Trey and was like "ok I'm super bored can we PLEASE go early??!" He paused and was like "um, why? what's going on?" and I told him that I was bored and he was like "ok, sure...but can you get a ride over here before we go?" so I did...and when I got there he goes...

"You caught me a little off guard" and leads me into the kitchen and as a surprise he made me dinner!! I thought it was the cutest thing ever! Just because it's Trey, and he can't cook. But he did a good job and he even had like salad and bread and pasta and everything! So instead we just hung around his house and watched a movie and it was great. I adore him. To a massively great extent. But I'm off, toodles!

Mucho Amor!
Ayesha

true_silence @ 2005-09-06T23:50:00

2005-09-07T05:01:26Z

I really just don't want to sleep.

I'm trying to make tomorrow be the longest day of my life. Except, oh wait...I have something scheduled for every single hour! (And none of it involves hanging out with my friends..) BOOOO!!!

I don't mind being in school. I just don't like the constant idea of going home and having to do homework, and always waiting for the weekend. Not to mention this year is like a HUGE year on testing and academics. Better make sure I keep focused.

So, my dad wants to have Trey's family over for dinner to talk about "the future"...I'm a little scared about this one. Maybe my dad thinks he can randomly whip out his Bangali customs and be like ARRANGED MARRIAGE!! At the age of 16!!! Say whaaaattt!!? I'm just kiddin I'm sure that's not what he wants to talk about.

I'm really not looking forward to waking up so early tomorrow. It's gonna be rough, let me tell ya. I'm excited to watch assemblies...am I totally lame? I'm also excited I don't have to plan out my clothes for the first couple days. I love when someone just goes "you have to wear this...ok?" I got these awesome new shoes from journey's today. I'm going to wear them at Freshman Orientation and Kerstin is daring me to whip out the line...

"I don't know how to say this, but...I'm kind of a big deal around here...I mean, people KNOW me."

I think I just might. Just to see how smart those frosh really are. HA! Wow I just really don't want to go to bed. Too bad I couldn't wake up and feel rested.

BTW...Monster In Law is a cute movie...I watched it tonight. It's not GOOD...it's cute. The guy is hot. H-O-T-T!! Anyways, I'm out. PAYYYCCEE!

"Heart"
Karim Abdul

I pink it up and say "Yellow!"

2005-08-12T05:02:35Z

So, I passed my driver's test on the first try. Woot. Go me. Trey and I cruised in the mini-van tonight and I just thought it was funny. Whenever we stopped at a light he would say hi to the driver's next to us and just totally make an idiot of himself.

He's adorable. (Sigh) It's gonna be two years in EXACTLY one month for us! We made this really stupid voicemail for my phone, of course I think it's hilarious.

OH! FYI! I got a new phone but it's the same number as my old one...348-4635 so start calling that again! I'm gonna decorate it all pretty and I'm so excited I can't wait till I have a night where I can do it! YAY!! Too bad I can't do it this weekend since I'm going out of town AGAIN. AHHH I'm so sick of going out of town!

I love summer. Even though I really don't do much, mostly because there isn't much to do...I just love it. I just love going out to eat and watching movies and being a dork is fun. I got these two shirts from AE...one says "Cheer up" and the other one says "I feel good"...Haha I am in love with them. I'm out.

Night!

Hmm...?

2005-08-09T22:47:16Z

Wow. I haven't updated FOREVER!

So, exactly one month ago I left for my VIP tour. I haven't even said anything about that yet...so I'll sum it up for anyone who is interested. (Cough..nobody) Haha. Whatever.

*I worked my ass off like no tomorrow for eighteen days.
*The only time the VIP's got a break was when we were flying to the different cities.
*I ate shit food and poptarts everyday, and when our hotels were near Subway I screamed with relief.

The reason why I did it?
*As tired as I was...I fucking love to dance.
*I met famous choreographers and got to know them one on one...making it easier for future auditions (I hope).
*I met the most phenomenal people and dancers...I LOVE YOU GUYS!
*I got to see what it was like to dance that hardcore for that long.
*I went to VEGAS BABY! I recommend you all go there at least ONCE in your life.
*I finally got to go to New York.

Best experience of my life. Minus the fact that I flooded our hotel room and the floor we were on in Houston...and the ceiling was falling down and a bunch of my stuff got ruined. OTHER than that, it was so cool. That's why my cell number changed for a little bit, but in a couple days I'm getting a new phone again so hopefully I will get my old number back.

We visited colleges for the past couple days. I REALLY like the U of M. I never realized how pretty and convienent it is there. We visited Carleton, I didn't like it that much. It was too small and WAY too expensive. I grabbed Trey's mom all the info from there because she wants him to go there so he stays close by...but I'm sure he doesn't want to stay in Minnesota.

I hope all of you are having a good summer. Enjoy it! Don't take the free time for granted...cuz it's almost over. It's flying by so fast because I've been gone so much. I had to practice driving today because my driver's test is this Thursday. Wish me luck! I'm sick of not having my license because I'm so young compared to everybody! Anyways, I'm out.

Payyce!
Karim Abdul

true_silence @ 2005-07-05T01:00:00

2005-07-05T06:03:52Z

Gina tagged me! I think I'm supposed to name 5 songs I am "digging"?

Lifehouse..."You and me"?
Fifty Cent..."A little bit", don't laugh at me!
"Give a damn's busted"...I'm not a country fan so I have no idea who sings it!
Rob Thomas...that new song he has! NOT lonely no more!
Gavin DeGraw..."Chariot"

4 more days!....Then I'm off!

Derca Derca!!

2005-06-26T05:38:51Z

So I mowed the lawn yesterday. I'd say I did a prettty nice job, except my back totally hurts now. The grass was so damn long, it sucked.

Today I spent some family time after going to bixby's with my favorite girl ever...Britta! Britta and I realized that since we make our own money now, instead of doing chores for allowance...we do chores so that our Dads will freakin let us leave the house. How sad is that? Now it's "I'm locking you in here until you SLAVE for me!" Grrrr!!! Whatever.

Jake and I hung out today! We went to food n' fuel like old times and got slushies and rented Coach Carter. I had a blast laughing at the ghetto cheerleaders in that movie. All I can say is...thank god for East's cheerleaders. You guys deserve more credit than ya get! By the way, the away message on my computer was a joke. FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO THINK I HAVE A NEW BOYFRIEND, I DON'T. JAKE AND I WERE KIDDING.

Trey has the week off next week from soccer! OMG I AM SO EXCITED! I'll actually get to see him! YES! Except he has this SALT leadership thing all week? SO he won't be home during the day but that's ok.

I'm gonna lay out in the sun all day tomorrow. AND THEN MONDAY I AM GOING TO VALLEY FAIR! I am so pumped. I still have never been on Power Tower...so I have to for sure go on that. AND steel venom because last time I was there that ride wasn't there yet. WATERPARK! OMG I can't wait. I CAN'T WAIT I CAN'T WAIT I CAN'T WAIT!

It's Hannah Booth's birthday on Monday! Everybody wish her a good one!

I'm hungry. Have a good night folks!
<3 Me

true_silence @ 2005-06-23T21:43:00

2005-06-24T02:56:31Z

It's funny how when I could go out and have fun...I stay in. I guess that's just me?

I got all my costumes and wardrobe and stuff for my Dance Olympus tour. I have like 500 new leotards and costumes! AND I have a new dance bag and jacket that say "Dance Olympus VIP" on them. It makes me laugh. Like I'm some random dance celebrity...*cough* NOT! I got all my schedules for each day and everything! I'm so excited...and nervous. Some of the costume stuff I got is too big, so I have to send it back and get smaller sizes.

I went to Kate's soccer game with Britta. I saw Laura! I was so excited! I miss her...my little hurdle baby. Haha. She's a champ, what can I say? I had my first behind the wheel today. It was easy and really laid back and the car I was in wasn't comfortable so my butt totally hurt afterwards. We even went to the bank and got the car washed during it. Exciting, eh?

I'm so mad that I can't go to any of Trey's games. He's gone like all the time in the cities for practices and games and I never see him anymore...and then I don't even get to see what he's doing down there. GRRR!! I just wanna see my baby play soccer! That's all I'm asking! Not to mention he's constantly talking about the guys on his soccer team and I'm like "what? who? what's his last name? maybe i'll meet him when I go to one of your games". I guess his Eagan team is like super good...and lately I haven't been able to see very much GOOD soccer. It's almost funny how I just get used to never seeing him at times...it's like we're in 9th grade again! YES!

Why does my dad all of a sudden get on my case because I don't see him because WE HAVE DIFFERENT LIVES...and when I'm home, he's at work, or he's sleeping, and then when I'm out...he's at home...OR HE'S SLEEPING. Hm? Interesting?!

I'm out dawgs.
Payce!
Karim Abdul

Runners to your marks..."lane 3 take off your bracelet"

2005-06-04T03:21:33Z

This week has been pretty good...except, with a few downfalls. Thankfully this week went by SUPER fast, thanks to not having school on Monday...and being gone for Sections on Wednesday.

So, it really sucks when you work your ass off for something you really care about, and then something lame happens. Kinda like...oh yeah, Sections on Wednesday? So the race that I could have made it to Finals with...I freaking hit a hurdle, and trip. I didn't fall, but this race is so fast that even a slight mistake fucks you over. I could have done SO well if that didn't happen! AHHHHH! I was so upset that right after I crossed the finish line I started crying super hard...and that's so not like me. I guess I just seem to care and have higher expectations for myself than I used to. But hey, when you get older, how can you not expect the best from yourself?

BUT!! On a better note...after I was done running I got a text message from Sarah Ott...(the love of my life) and it said I made A'cappella as Soprano 1!! I was so happy!! First off I was scared I wouldn't make it, secondly I'm pumped to be in the section I wanted to be in.

And, I made Hound Pack. Go me...I get to help the little freshman out! I think it will be fun, and the 12 hours of training shouldn't be too bad. I'm just interested to see what we do during it.

Tomorrow we have Section finals...I'm excited. I only have to run the 4x200 and that's like the 4th race...meaning, when I'm done I'm going to sit out in the sun and get burnt/tan and eat and cheer on the team! Woot! Go East! I'm just glad I'm not nervous for this...because I don't really expect our relay to do super well or anything, so basically all I have to do is run super fast and I'll be fine.

And tomorrow night I get to hang out with T-ray! (The other love of my life). He's so adorable. My family went out to Olive Garden tonight and my dad stated that Trey has "A lot of potential in his future" and I thought it was funny. I'm sure nobody else does.

Anyways, I'm out! I gotta sleep so I don't die tomorrow!
Peace! Much love,
Karim Abdul

true_silence @ 2005-05-22T21:48:00

2005-05-23T03:05:26Z

Woot. Peanut Butter Crunch. YAY!

I really just can't focus in school right now. You people who can have a mighty god-like self discipline. I WORSHIP YOU. Ok, just kidding. I really don't, but I figured I might as well give you some credit.

I hate when people try to pretend that they're part of something they USED to do. If you don't do it anymore, get over it. Stop talking about it.

ANYWAYS...hopefully that will be all I bitch about tonight. Friday track meet was SAWWEEEETTT! I took some funny human pyramid pictures, and we tried to see how many people we could pile on to Thad. It was great.

On Saturday we had competition auditions for Madill. They make me think funny thoughts. But I won't say what. I'm just glad I've never had to be nervous for them. THEN afterwards I hung out with T-RAY monayyy swiz-dawg. We hadn't hung out for a while...so it was nice. We:

*Went up to the mall and got his mommy a birthday present. Bubble bath stuff...basically I picked it out and bought it cuz well, he would look awkward asking the people "What's not too fruity, and not too flowery?"
*We went to the malt shoppe and I got a "brown cow"...AKA I bought myself! HAHAHAHAHA
*We rented Oceans 12...and, it didn't have much plot to it for some reason. But I thought the part about "Tess" looking like Julia Roberts was hilaaaarious!

Then today I gardened with Papa and then we went grocery shopping and shopping for new running shoes! My old ones were like two years old and were hurting my shins really bad so I am psyched to wear my new ones! I watched "Attack of the Clones" today...my god was it hard to watch. Too much love shit, and it was corny. I wouldn't mind it if it was GOOD love shit, but it's not. Too bad they wasted a whole movie of Star Wars on Anakin and Padamai...Sp? loving each other.

But I'm out to go fold my laundry. PEACE!

Damn right it's better than yours!

2005-05-10T04:51:17Z

Shockingly, I'm updating.
And, I just ate two hot dogs. SLAM!
Makes for an even BETTER night! Minus the fact that I'm sick and for some reason I'm not going to bed...cuz I haven't stayed up in LONG ass time, therefore I feel the need.

"Bad bad Ayesha...True Team is tomorrow, you need your rest"
Nahhh...I run faster when I feel like I'm on drugs anyways. (FYI I'm so nervous that I have to pretend I'm swimming in mid air before the starter says "sweats off" while other teams watch me and Danny points and me and makes a 'She's smoking dope' face.

Life is pretty damn good right about now. My dance tour is a for sure now, I know who my roomates are, and I know what cities I'll be going to! Except I don't know anyone who is going on it...because they all live in like New York and all these other random states. But! I'm going to:
New York
Houston
Omaha
Minneapolis
Las Vegas

I'm glad I'm gonna go to Minneapolis, cuz then mi familia and amigos can come watch me! I'm excited for the danceline banquet...I like getting dressed up for it and it's an ALL YOU CAN EAT BUFFET!!! The banquet is fun, except I'm not very emotional so I don't cry about the seniors leaving and hopefully they know that I actually do care about them! Wow am I glad that I only have to go to two hours of school tomorrow. I wish the weather wouldn't be so shitty so we could actually practice on the track...where we should be. But NOOO it's rainy and stupid and it's so damn foggy you can't even 5 feet in front of you!

Today at track I was joking with Dave Tompkins about how my boyfriend could bench 450 pounds...and he was like "Whatever Ayesha...not unless your boyfriend was Dan Homstead." And I told him that it was Dan...and so I got all the hurdle boys to go along with it (Even Dan) but eventually Dave didn't believe me. But hell, once in a while it's funny to pick on people who don't know that Trey and I have been dating since we were like two years old. Haha, just kiddin. I love my boy though...he's adorable.

Choir is going good...hopefully everything I'm trying out for will turn out for the best and then that will make me ULTRA happy! The end of the year just has so many weird surprises and things to try out for and AHHH I just want to get it over with and find out if I make the things I'm trying out for or not!

Whatev..I'm out.
Peace!
Karim Abdul

I have sweet blooming lavender stuck in my head. Too bad I can never get it right. DAMN YOU AYESHA!